So yes, i do already know the value of the results slip. And yes i do already know that there are only a matter of months before the big day. And these were the stuffs going through my head each and every single time i TRY to pick the book up to study. Or even do my homework.
'I'll start being serious after the first week of school.'
'Damn it, its only the second week. Studies can wait.'
'OH no, chinese new year's here! I'm so going to study hard after.'
'I'll start studying in February. Its only the FIRST month.'
'February. I should be serious already. Next week, i promise.'
'Wait! Its valentines day this week, i shouldn't be studying.'
Now here i am, fretting over the history book. With the monthly test just around the corner.
Anyhow, this time, i promise. I promise i wouldnt end up procastinating again the next time i'm holding my book. You'll see...
Don't beat yrself over with the guilt coz i used to do that. It didn't work for me. Just live yr everyday life but make sure u pay FULL attention in class and catch up on stuff tht u dont understand.
ReplyDeleteFeeling guilty every single sec sure hurts and gave me more un-needed stress but it sure as hell didnt help me through the stubborn times when i didnt bother about studying much this early