Epidemic Out of control.

Down with a fever, sorethroat, flu, and not forgetting, joint pains all over my thinning body structure i cant stop but to wonder what the freaking hell is going on with this world. Anyhow, this little bug slowly seeping every ounce of my aura contained in me gave me a lil time to spare to do something about my dying blog. The thought of even having a blog was actually spurred by simple peer pressure XD. Ravin, being the idot who was the main factor left the blogging scene ages ago. Back to my main lamentation, cases of innocent people being contracted with the highly infectious H1N1 flu every single day certainly does not go along well with my "i'm going to be just fine" mental encouragement. At this point, you reading this might be already giggling at the sound of the word innocent but my classification of innocent people includes those that do not kill or steal or involved in heinous crimes. This does not mean i'm not the innocent kind of innocent, mind you. I'd like to think of myself as a, ... a normal person? Hah, i could already imagine the looks of your faces, you asses. I bet a whole lot of you reading this are also down with god-alone-knows-what kinds of sickness. Its almost safe to say a Half of the people i got to know in my entire life span are down with some kind of sickness. As i type this all out, my mind feeling groggy with the medication sinking in, i look to somebody out there who can answer my questions. What on earth is going on? Is this some kind of a punishment meted out to us mankind for the destruction we have brought upon to mother earth? These questions will certainly be left unanswered until the day comes. The day when my body crumbles but my spirit prevails. The day when the truth will come to light.

Done and over with..

The greatest way to have what you want is to want what you have. It is safe to say that nothing is impossible to achieve. Well, after knowing what i want, what i want to be done and over with, it certainly wasn't as tough as i thought it would be.. We are all built and designed to be living creatures of amazing capabilities used to do wonderful things. There is no point dreading over an issue that will bring you to nowhere good ; only seeping your vibrant energy away. If nothing good is manifested from what you are doing, why continue? Break out and break free from the box you confined yourself in. The fear of letting go has got to be casted and thrown away. Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate ; it is that we are powerful beyond measure. In a nutshell, get yourself done and over with any/every thing that hangs onto your life like a bloody flee.

Procastination.

Well, well. It happens every year. Repeatedly again and again. But this year, its a whole different scenario. Its the SPM year. The test of my 11 years in school. Screw this, screw my life.Literally..
So yes, i do already know the value of the results slip. And yes i do already know that there are only a matter of months before the big day. And these were the stuffs going through my head each and every single time i TRY to pick the book up to study. Or even do my homework.

'I'll start being serious after the first week of school.'

'Damn it, its only the second week. Studies can wait.'

'OH no, chinese new year's here! I'm so going to study hard after.'

'I'll start studying in February. Its only the FIRST month.'

'February. I should be serious already. Next week, i promise.'

'Wait! Its valentines day this week, i shouldn't be studying.'

Now here i am, fretting over the history book. With the monthly test just around the corner.

Anyhow, this time, i promise. I promise i wouldnt end up procastinating again the next time i'm holding my book. You'll see...

The Best Cny Ever.

All of us cuzzies were at Ron's place one day. For a karaoke session. It started at 6. I cant really remember the time it ended. You guessed it right. I wasnt really sober. Lets just say it ended, say 4? And eventually i Had to stayover. Here's some snapped memorable lovely moments.

MY One ringgit.
She wants it :/

You're not getting it! Hmph.

Me trying out her favourite wine.

Samuel started a game ; circle of fire. The most hilarious drinking game ever.

Darlene preparing the punishment drinks.

I'm OKAYYes, i'm really fine.

This was how it ended ; clad under somebody's cardigans.

Something i dont really remember. :P

1st day.

Ama & Lauren.

Guitar hero!

Sam

Nat and I

My awesome cousins.

We got creative =P

Chinese New Year

Another year flew by. And here again is the auspicious festival coloured in every shades of red. It is this time of the year where your eyes see only red and red. From crimson to bright blood red. Believed to be able to scare away evil spirits and bad fortune. It is this reason that had gotten me to buy a red piece of underwear every other year. For the protection of my baby making instrument. Not that i'm planning to make one anytime soon, mind you. But of course at the near future, i see myself taking every precaution of preventive measures to you know,
play it safe..


Nothing new anymore ; reunion dinner, visiting, gambling. What makes me go wow each time is the thought of me clad in new clothings and having a new everything-you-can-think-of mindset instilled in me even while i was still sucking a pacifier. I prolly even had a new pacifier every year in those 4 good old sucking years. That's pretty much about it. Angpows. Fireworks. Not forgetting those. Its all wonderful. Its a blessing being a Chinese.


Happy Chinese New Year ;P

Emotions

Is it not possible to control emotions? Love, hate, depression, anger. Ones that drive you crazy, make you go nuts, turn you insane. Its far easier to say that I can, than me being able to actually do it in reality. That is why Loving a someone is something I'm definitely no good in. Or i should say a thing i truly suck at. There is no why, there is no who besides admitting how sensitive a person i can become. I didn't ask for it. I can only dream of losing all the sensitivity and becoming the most hardcore, feelingless person you've ever met. BUT its only a dream for me to dream ; one that i know for sure will never be achieved, one that will perish when i found the perfect someone..


ps : when you're infactuated with a someone, you find every reason in the world to believe he/she is everything the world can ever offer, whom defines perfection..